I still choose to believe that there's some magic left in this world.

It was just a matter of time before you finally realize the purpose and dreams you ought to be living for.

Moments.

Yup.
Finals is just around the corner...

Let's just say, I'm.....
16 days,
377 hours,
22620 minutes,
1357200 seconds
away from FINALS.

And, I've got one full week till I'm out of college. :(
and, 2 weeks plus till I'm done with finals.
Oh gosh. It's only been 10 months! :/
Seems like such a long period of time,
yet too short for anymore bonding time with the mates.
BOO. gonna miss all the moments we ALL once had.


WELL,
before I go,
I'd like to wish all those celebrating DEEPAVALI today,
a very BLESSED DEEPAVALI! :)

AND,
I'd like to extend my best wishes to
ALL SAM STUDENTS OUT THERE.
Just a harsh reminder,
you've got ONLY 16 days more to go..
So, why not just work your asses off for now,
and, enjoy the rest of the year with NO REGRETS AND GUILT, RIGHT?
Well, ALL THE BEST, YA'LL!

oh, and and,
Not to forget,
BLESSED 18th AARON LIM! (:

okay. Gotta run!
Loves.

Just in case you've forgotten how I looked like. :P

Today will go down in history.

HELLO SUNSHINE! :)

I know I said I won't be blogging for awhile,
but, pardon me.
Promise I'll make this real quick!

So, I'm going into my self-pity mode for awhile now.
Exit the page if you no longer wish to proceed. :)



Well, the girl who NEVER FAILS to brag about having the strongest immune system amongst her mates had fallen ill for a good few days now. NOT FUNNY.
oh boy. the past few days was traumatizing.
My brain froze so badly that I could barely construct a proper sentence.
That's how bad it was, and I certainly am not exaggerating. :/
Never had to stay in bed for a few days straight,
Never felt that weak for decades!
and, I've never missed going back to college as much as I do now.
heh. NOW, I'm all up and alive, AND ready to conquer the world *laughs*
Going back to college tomorrow.
and, I'm actually pretty excited about it. :)

Had this bitter Chinese herbs throughout,
and I'm glad that I managed to pull myself through till the very last drop.
*beams*

that's it for the day,readers. :)
byeeeee!


Oh, and before I forget,
blessed 18th birthday, Carmen!

going on a hiatus for real, this time.
t.care, readers.
and, be sure not to fall ill! :)
truckloads of love,
mell.

You're the apple of HIS eye.

Do you still carry the same spirit and enthusiasm you've carried in you when you were way younger?
Do you still believe in what you used to believe in when you were a little kid?

I'm not a person who falls ill easily,
or so i thought.
Did this happen for a reason?
Being physically attacked by viruses
actually got me thinking deeper and harder about the uncertainties,
and circumstances that seem to knock me out one after another.
I thought that things would be a smooth sail ahead, but seriously,
WHAT WAS HAPPENING?
Had a short chat with mum yesterday and she spoke right through my heart,
in fact, it could be right through my very soul.
It was then that I realized,
The constant promises and principals I thought I had held on to,
have actually passed me by not once, not twice, but countless time.
Who was I to blame?
Nobody, but myself.
I've opened doors, and allow this small yet important events to slip by me,
without realizing the heavy consequences I had to bear,
time and again, the same thing repeats itself,
but, each time with a greater lesson to learn, but to no avail,
I failed to realize the mistakes I've made over and over again.
I was highly ignorant,
and, I never learned.
Many times, I would push them aside,
always hoping that mum and dad would be there to bring me out of all these.
Initially, they did.
But, it was not for long that I grew,
I grew out of my comfort zone,
I grew up,
Old enough to not rely on my them for help,
old enough to cry and not expect to be comforted with sweets,
and, most of all, old enough to carry up my own responsibilities
and bear every circumstances in life.
But, I never learned.
It is when, life is at its lowest point,
I begin to realize, all the mistakes I've made,
all the people I've hurt, all the time I've wasted,
Through it all, I knew that I've neglected ONE person.
I've ditched him when life's all up and going,
I've depended on EVERYTHING ELSE but that ONE person.
Only when life is screwed, I run aimlessly back to Him like a baby,
crying for help, hoping for a miracle,
throwing every empty promise to that ONE person just to be saved.
For every normal human being, I'd probably expect to be ditched back in return,
to be hated for the nasty treatments I've given and perhaps be looked down for the things I've done.
but, no. this ONE person never fails to be there in times of happiness or sorrow,
He was and always will be Loyal and sincere, no matter what the circumstances may be.
He never looked down on me, neither at the mistakes I've repeated time and again.
He always brought peace and tranquillity in times of trouble and comforted me in ways I can never encounter with others.
There is NO ONE more perfect other than Him.
No one more loving, and caring than Him.
and, because He never fails, You know that you will be safe in His hands.
He is sovereign, He is God.

Is it too late to realize that I've trespass the forbidden path?
Will He still take my hand and bring me out of this calamity like He used to when I was younger?
Will He still turned my mourning into dancing? My sorrow into joy?

I believe He still will.
because, I'm His child and He is my Daddy.

I'm truly blessed that I've finally found that missing puzzle in my life,
have you?

best wishes,
mell.

P.S : will be going on a short hiatus.
til' then, readers.
loves.

Just yesterday, September ended.

"If you were given just one chance to turn back time, and make one thing right,
what would it be?"




We've officially entered the 10th month of the year!
BOO? :/

You can't change the world,
but you can make a difference.
~anonymous~