A heavy heart.

I pretended to be strong, 

to hold on when all things seems to have gone wrong, 

I tried to stay away,

so there's not another goodbye to say.

If only they knew what was stirring inside of me, 

If only I had the courage to gather all my thoughts and feelings,

to express just how much they mean to me.

I know I've been a letdown lately, 

 I was running away, hiding myself, and trying to mend that broken heart, 

I silently reminisced of all the memories we've had,

I quietly appreciate all the efforts made.

Now, I'm hoping they would understand, 

just how hard it is to bid farewell.

just how difficult it is to let go, 

to turn away and pretend that everything's gonna be okay. 

♥

Malam Merah dan lain-lain... ;)

  The Red Night..  ♥

HIV charity event.

My companion for the night. :)

 

 (:

 

Half way through the event, I had sudden cravings for the Malt-flavored bubble tea!  (: 

So, i forced Ping to  walk all the way to the bubble tea shop opposite AC with me! 

 

 

Satisfied. :) :)

 

 Her choco peppermint flavor was awesome tooo. (:

imma try that the next time I hop over. :)

 

 

 Kudos to Ping for snapping this piccie. :D

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Quickies...

Had a dinner date with the babes on the 11th. :)

Sometime last week, the bunch of us from Taylors met up for dinner too.
Had fun catching up with em' all! : )
However, no pictures for the night. Boooo. 

till then. (:

♥

Hurt.

But, in the end, 
what leaves you broken, 
Makes you better.
♥

Spot the difference.

 

♥

Just a moment, please.

A good friend asked, "Are you gonna leave here having any regrets?"

♥

and, I answered with a simple "yes"

Dreams.

 

♥

and now, it's too late.

Read between the lines.

 

 I like things in black and white. :)

Mysterious, don'cha think?

Randomness aside, 

How's everybody doing thus far? :)

It's been bout 13 or so days since we ushered ourselves into the year TWENTY TEN. 

Living up to your resolutions or has all the enthusiasm and passion for this year died down? *grins*

Hope not. :/

Anyway, moving on...

We were over at Taylors for the past two days, 

trying to get rid of the unwanted SAM books. 

The scenario on the first day was chaotic. 

Most of us were in college before 7 a.m, hence, that explains the lack of parking spots for the other students. :D

Former SAM students sacrificing their precious sleep,running around, screaming at the top of their voice just to SELL OFF everything.

Parents and students bargaining for lower prices, looking for useful textbooks etc..

Today, things got CRAZIER.

The guards disallowed us from selling, because, apparently MPSJ peeps had a 'conversation' with Taylors about the seniors causing major traffic problem and carrying out illegal businesses without any license. 

Then, to make matters worse,

The MPSJ people themselves came over and shooed us away, stopping us from selling,

and, even threatened to confiscate our books!

They even towed away illegally parked cars.

Thankfully, we managed to sell off 97% of our books.

and not to mention, the Graphical Calculators. :)

It was definitely worth standing out under the scorching hot sun for the cash.*grins*

AND ARTHUR, 

I AM SOOO NOT MONEY MINDED. 

HUMPPPHH.  :P

I like this piccie. (:

with Ali and Kitty Jie..

Stay tune for more updates!

Promise I'll try to make time for blogspot. :)

♥

For some reason..........

I've been a lousy blogger. 

oh bummer. 

lost the blogging mojo once again, 

didn't you? 

Painting rainbows in the sky.

Hello 2010.

♥

Quit pretending, will you?