But I've got a sweet tooth, that'll never come loose.

*drools*

damn!

they look uber tempting and awesome,don't they?! ;)

G6-ians, worry not!!

I haven't had any of them, YET!

so, I'm not HYPER just yet. :D

But, a lil' bit of this and that, would do no harm right?

RIGHT! YAY!

*skips to the left and then to the right* hee.. :)

well, back to the point,

you know, I seriously think i should reduce the amount of sugar I'm consuming every single day in college.

CRAP!

I've prolly had more than 10,000 tablespoons of sugar in 2 whole months.

imagine if this goes on for another 9 months, I'll die of diabetes!

ugh. seriously.

I mean, u have no idea what these sweet lil' things have done to me.

I've been uttering words that don't make sense at all!

AND, even worse. I can't even pronounce properly anymore.

like today, i was practically blabbering my way through trying to explain something in class,when the only thing I had was coffee from MCD's.

AND, u know, i was trying to calculate the amount of sugar in a cup of coke,

because, according to Tania, one cup of Coke from MCD's contained 6 tablespoons of sugar.

yes, SIX!

well, hee. :) I had 5 cups or so,

but, somehow, my mind misinterpreted the wrong information and, yeah.

" 5 X 6 = 15 ? "

it was THAT BAD, okay.

AND,

while walking to Chem Lab this morning, my math teacher was walking pass us,

and, well, I waved!

d'oh! Normal reaction.

Then, Athur and a few others heard Ms.Soh,our Math lecturer uttered something that sounded pretty strange. well,literally.

(trust me; I had ABSOLUTELY NO FREAKING IDEA what she was saying at that point of time.)

However, Arthur told me that she said I was abnormal!

gosh! i went on ranting and rambling about it till we reached Chem lab.

to cut the long story short, Ms. Soh didn't mentioned about me being abnormal, but, instead, she was just wondering why I seem to be having McDonald's all the time.

see, the setbacks of consuming EXCESSIVE amount of sugar causes such blurriness and forgetfulness.

its horrifying.

oh yes, it is.

Don't hit on me,please.

somehow, i think my college mates are beginning to think I'm a

sighs. I'm not weird okay. and, I DO NOT need to meet up with a psychologists/psychiatrists/counselor and whatnot.

well, i just tend to go hyper with excessive amount of sugar, that's all.

you peeps should know how abnormally hyper i get with the amount of sweeteners I've been taking in recently, right right?. :)

after all, you won't wanna return to a class that's full of quietness and solemness, no?

BE GRATEFUL,people!

Ok. Guess I should just stop here now.

I'm sure you guys are getting bored of my complaints and self-praising moments already, no?

*smiles innocently*

heh. :)

nights.

with much love,

mellie.

It's hard to look innocent when I got cookie crumbs all over my face.

Watch the moon outshine the stars.

crew 09' reunites .

awesssome..

just so you know, he was more than perfect.

A cuppa.

high on caffeine, once more.

when will this ever come to an end?

or is this just the beginning?

Only if...

I was given a second chance.

things will never be the same.

You will never know.

She dares to be different. :)

HAPPY 18th, babe! :D

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well, as you can see from her cute poses, pigtails and whatnot..

She was trying be lala for a day in college.
yes.. she even went to the extent of bringing a fishnet stocking (or whatever u call it) to college.

unfortunately, she can't pull off the lala look, can she?

I think she looks really adorable though. ;)

have a great one hunnay! :D

its either NOW or NEVER.

It ends too soon.

I'm already missing you people so so much.

and, I'm missing the constant practices we had for the past few weeks. *pouts*

yes,We've had many ups and downs throughout our time together,

However, through thick and thin, I'm proud we've ALL done it together as one crew.

I'm definitely looking forward to dance with you guys in time to come! :)

Those contagious laughter, and unforgettable memories were priceless.

it will remain deep within.

i promise.

Screwed.

A total transformation. An absolute stranger.
My life’s so messed up.

Everything’s different. Completely different.
It just doesn’t feel right. In actual fact, Nothing feels right anymore.

Will things fall back into place once more?
Will time improvise it all?
Am I keeping my hopes too high?
Or is this just another emotional breakdown?

Take my hand; lead me out of this distress.
Teach me how to walk through this route called life,
I just need to be found once again. I need the strength to carry on.
Please take this pain away from me, its unbearable.

All I want is to be myself, once again.

Pause and Reflect.

Do you remember how u looked like when u were younger?

Well, its funny how u look back at those pictures and naturally smile to yourself,no?

year 08'.

Year 09'.

i still miss my long hair,don't you? *pouts*

resolutions,resolutions!

yes,I know.

Resolutions are suppose to be made in Jan.

But, you see, i procrastinated. and, well.. yeah.

and, actually, i was suppose to upload this a few weeks back,

but, unfortunately, my laziness took over,

so, i happily permitted it to stay in my pendrive for a while longer. :)

by the way, there are many more resolutions I have in mind,

but, knowing me, i think I'd just stick with three first,no?

forgive me.

I'm just feeling abnormally lame now.

Crash and Burn.

First of all,

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES! :)

i know its too late now.

but, oh well. :)

I hope u guys had a blast yesterday!

Moving on,

this week have been CRAZY.

however,

Sleeping over at Hui's house for dance was awesome.

and, Daniel is just SO LAME.

"where can u find fishes that have no power?"

IKANO POWER CENTRE.

yeah. i know right.

say it with me, "DANIEL IS LAME."

hee.. ;)

i just had to upload this.

Sadly, Dan didn't have a partner to dance with that night,

so, we forced him to dance with the mannequin.

Its hilarious, watching him do all the GAY moves. :P

On the other hand, I would say, dance practice on Friday was okay.

but, seriously guys, WE NEED TO PRACTICE MORE!

VALENTINE'S!

how did u spend yours? :)

Mine was embarrassing, but awesome. *woots*
so, guess what made our Val's yesterday?

Tania and I were walking around One U,

suddenly, out of nowhere, this Malay dude, approached us,

and,part of our conversation went like;

DUDE : "hey ladies! do you want to register yourself for this mysterious free gift from GAP?"

US : "Er. NO thank you. *smiles* "

DUDE :" owh, come on! Only lucky customers are able to redeem this free gift. "

US : "So, what's this gift about?"

he explained, we listened.

then he said something like,

DUDE : " Since You girls are special friends, why don't you girls register for this gift? "

we both burst out in laughter.

SPECIAL FRIENDS?

what's that suppose to mean?!

oh btw, we were stalking a few HOTTIES in ou yesterday.

Our eyes were following their every move,

it was darn obvious,

seconds later, they realised we were staring,

and, OMG. the biker jacket dude waved!

HAHA. got it on the face!

we blushed, and RAN! seriously.

what a pathetic Val's we had.

but, oh well, we had FUN!

and,that matters most.

my other half. :)

BB7 is not working again!

damn!

A smile hides a thousand tears and a broken heart.

the truth hurts.

i was never perfect.

Memories are meant to stay.

That was history.

reveal yourself, you cute,lil' moon.

Miss Grumpy..

You, SUN, pisses me off.

why la must the weather be sooooooo darn freaking HOT!

I've been perspiring since morning.

Feeling so sticky, stinky, smelly,dirty et cetera. disgusting much?

GROSS!

Tests!

A silent killer.

hell yeah!

I loathe BB7!

Lenna's sweetest revenge!

I've been tagged by Lenna. :)


Instructions: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own(personal), to make a total of 20.Tag 5 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
~ You know,the thought of becoming a nun did run through my mind for awhile just now. :P HAHA. i joke! i joke!
Well, when my life stabilizes, that's when i would prefer to start my very own HAPPY family.. say, 26? hee.

2. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
~ Home is where the heart is.
however, i wouldn't mind Paris. :D

3. Do you believe in yourself?
~ FAT CHANCE! nooo.. most of the time i don't.
well, U can't expect much from a pessimist,can you?
exactly.

4. Do you believe you can survive without money?
~ U think?
"I crave shopping!"
does that answer Ze' ques?

5. What are you afraid to lose the most?
~ My family. no doubt.

6. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
~ HAH! well, tis' is pretty challenging. hrmmm. perhaps, get a bigger house for my parents, a driver, invest on properties, charity, faith promise and tithes giving, last but definitely not the least, SHOP!

7. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
~ hrmmm.. i will NEVER in my life make the first move. ever.
that explains it all,doesnt it?

8. List out 3 good points of the person who love/care about you.
~ she will always be there to pick me up whenever i fall
~ she would lend a shoulder for me to cry on.
~ she never fails to tell me the truth no matter how much she knows it'll hurt; nothing but the truth.

9. What requirement you wish from your other half?
~ this is getting a lil' too personal, no? well, my expectations are pretty high.

10. What kind of person you hate the most?
~ people who brags, backstabbers, two-faced monsters, alcoholics, druggies et cetera.

11. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
~Perhaps i will. if it's for the better, y not?

12. Are you happy with your life now?
~Besides the fact that college is sucking the life out of me, I would say I am. :)

13. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
~ My family of course.

14. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
HUH?

15. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
~ being less grumpy and impatient would be best. :D

16. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
~ my mother. no, seriously. she's my trusted friend. (:
even when all things fail, i know, she'll be there.
always and forever. <3

17. What's your weakest point?
~ I love procrastinating. and, that's bad.
like,seriously BAD.

18. What is the best thing that happened this year?
~ none that i can think of just yet. its too early to list out anything now, no?

19. What u hope to be in the future?
~ a better person? who wouldn't? *smacks forehead*

20. What is the one thing you regret most?
~ I've regretted soo many things in life, they are countless. But, seriously, when u place all these thoughts into consideration, u will realised,its TOO LATE to mend anything now.
so, why not just leave whatever that has happened behind, and continue moving forward.
Just be sure that, history will not repeat itself.

er.. am i suppose to replace one of the questions above with my very own ques? forget it. pffft.

I'm tagging YOU!

to, (whoever that is reading this)

YOU are it! (:

You've been Tagged!

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness.





1. I go hyper with kisses. ( now, don't go thinking dirty,alright?! its hershey's we're talking about here!)

2. I wanna be a pharmacist because, dentists are just sooo gross? (I'm sorry, but, imagine looking inside those people's mouth and their teeth.. GOSH! goodness knows what's in it... eeeeyuck. unimaginable,right? exactly. that's my point. and, doctors are a BIG NO NO in my list. )

3. I Love shopping! *screams* ( well, shopping is the BOMB. couldn't live one day without it. can you?)

4. Chocolates are the sweeeetest, most tempting, mouth-watering food on earth. (who cares about getting fat? well, at least, not just yet.)

5. this number reminds me of a friend. a guy friend. a very nice guy friend. a very very sweet and nice guy friend. a superbly swwweeeet, nice, HELPFUL and awesome friend. (ok, i know I should stop that now! :P) Yu Fai! hee.. (well, I'll just give him the liberty to tell u why the number 5 is closely related to him. )

6. My ex school mates (Chloe and kaam) calls me ; MeLLie (uber COOL,no?)

7. I do stalk hotties. (OMG! this sounds soooo DESPO. but, whatever.)

8. I procrastinate ALOT.

9. I'm a pessimist. seriously. (oh,don't get me started. yes, I am a very negative thinking person. BOO! :S)

10. hee.. I get sugar rush REALLY often. with the slightest amount of sugar i consume, and there. U'll see ME going all wild, crazy, hitting the chairs and tables, abusing people around me, and muttering nonsensical words. (gawd. one day, i'm just gonna die of diabetes.)

11. I love my babes alot. I would trade the world for them! :D especially those I've known for a good few years now. they are the ones that have stuck with me through thick and thin. they are the ones who offered their shoulders for me to cry on. (who am I without them? what will i do without their shoulders? hee.. :P)

12. My college* mates are great companions. and, AWESOME people. (well,that's something random right? but, yeah! they're a bunch of GREAAAAAT people.)

13. People who brags about, well, EVERYTHING just pisses me off. seriously. I hate people who shows off about how good they look, how rich they are and so on. (well, of course, if u meant it in a joking manner i wouldn't mind. but, some people are just gifted with the gift of showing off and bragging, and with their noses stuck high up into the air. ugh. pffft. i loathe those ppl with all my heart. seriously,get a life!)

14. I am a verrrrryyyy grumpy and impatient person. No, seriously. I get mad at the slightest things. Like, at the scorching bright and bloody hot SUN! yes, i know. i'm down right pathetic.

15. I'm FAT! huge. obese. flashy. meaty. whatever it is. ugh. (yes, i need to lose like 5 pounds. no no. i WANT to lose 5 pounds.)

16. I'll never be 16 again. (i miss those times,seriously.)


let's see..

I'm tagging:

1. Yong Hui

2. Xin Yi

3. Xin Lin

4. Chloe (Siew Ping)

5.Yu Fai

6. Alicia

7. Lenna* (sorry,dearest!)

8. Dorie

9. Pei Wern

10. to whoever that wants to do this taggie. :)

BlogSpot and Bulan Purnama.. *roll eyes*

@&$%#@*$%$&#..

BlogSpot is SOOO pissing me off!

Just when i decided to come on and upload some piccies on CNY and college,

it totally died on me!

pfffffffffffttttt.

sudah dua hari tak jumpa bulan purnama..

rindulah saya akanmu.

(yong hui is gonna laugh her arse off when she stumbles upon this. right, Hui?)

Where was the moonlight when i needed one?

YAY!

I'm done with Ze' generic essay! :D

like, FINALLY!

ooooohhhhhlalalala!

OMG! and, thank you SOOOOOOOOOO much Yu Fai!

though we've only been friends for about a month, ( one month and a day to be exact!)

you've been such an AWESOME friend.

don't u feel proud that I'm blogging about you?

awwww. i know,right.

HAHA. oops.

i think I'm hyper. BLEH!

screw it.

moving on...

i think i should get my beauty sleep now. D:

its 4 a.m. LAAAA!

no,wait. its 4:15 a.m. LAAAAAAAAAA!

gonna crash!

toodles.

thanks again, Fai! :)

don't mind me calling you that, ya? :P

bulan purnama. :)

AwesOme PoSsUm.. 1,2 cha cha cha!

I found my new love. :)

after all that Cha cha Cha and chasse,

Latin isn't that bad right,Hui? X)

nyehehehehehe..

bring it on, babe!

the figure eight and what not.

oh ya, if u happen to be reading this before tomorrow morning,

please DON'T FORGET to bring my student ID, as well as my lock and key!

cantik bagai bulan purnama..

(inside joke!) XD

Dreams can often become challenging, but challenges are what we live for.

Quote Yong Hui : "Life's full of choices."

Quote MeLL : "Life's full of sucky and tough choices"

Yong Hui is obsessed with u-know-who,

she cracks me up. X)

Traumatized.

Please wake me up from this terrifying nightmare,
its haunting me so badly.

Have got a BIOLOGY QUIZ coming up in TWO DAYS!

physics, chemistry,bio work sheets and math exercises due tomorrow,

and, I seriously thought LAN's test will be held the following week.

but, OMG.. NOO!

Carmen,Choa Rong,Iggy,Yu fai and Lenna insisted that its in TWO DAYS!

i am NOT PREPARED for the damn tests and quizzes coming my way,seriously.

you'll be fine.