Painting rainbows in the sky.

Hello 2010.

♥

Quit pretending, will you?

Goodbye 2009.

♥

Put your hands together.

We wrote a prelude to our own fairytale.

 

Just seconds ago, I was surfing the internet,

tapping my fingers on the keyboard, watching the clock,

listening to the grumbles of my stomach, flipping the pages of a book,

and, reality strikes!

In less than 48 hours, 

we'll be ushering ourselves into a WHOLE NEW YEAR. 2010.

Unbelievable as it seems, but yes, a year has passed,

and yet, another year is about to unfold itself.

Moving through, 2009 is coming to an ABRUPT end.
Oh GOSH! TOO QUICK,perhaps?

However, despite the goodbyes and farewells, bad and good times, bitter and sweet memories, new challenges and experiences,

I'm still very grateful for all the people I've met (you know who you are),for all the memories I've had and for all the lessons and values learned throughout the year 2009. 
An unforgettable year indeed!

Anyway, I came up with a few new year resolutions,

and, I hope that it won't be just ALL SAY AND NO DO, next year.

(unlike this year, none of them were successful. bummer.)

I'm working on a few already, and really hope that I'll stick through it till the end of next year before 2011 unfolds.(:

Aren't you tired of coming up with RESOLUTIONS AFTER RESOLUTIONS only to find yourself completely failing to abide to it??

Well, I am. Hence, no more empty words,promises and whatsoever, yes? *big smiles*

Every year simply signifies a different chapter of my life,

and, this year is of no exception. (:

I'm ready for 2010.

ARE YOU, love?! ;)

♥

Strange.

So, Christmas is over. 

Time flies. 

I kid you not.

♥ ♥ ♥

 

 

 

Christmas (:

Life is a beautiful struggle.

star-gazing with the person you love is amazing, yes?

 a random thought.

IGNORE,please.

Here's a lil' something I came up with in a rush. 

You see, I was bored. 

Not what I expected, but, I guess it turned out alright lah. (:

I watched you from a distance, 

And quietly wished that the intimacy we once had was just a dream,

These feelings deep within is slowly surfacing, and silently killing,

Every little thing about you seems so surreal,

You were a gift from above, or so I thought.

I had the chance to hold on, to fight, to love,

But, I chose otherwise.

And now, you've gone your own way,

without me, but her. 

I could feel nothing, but the heart shattered into infinite pieces,

Pretense was the next best thing I could do, 

I smiled when I'm sad, I laughed when I'm hurting, I danced when I'm numb,

I tried my hardest to suppress every emotion I had,

Because I know there was no second chance,

No looking back and revive what we once had,

I have to be strong, to prove you wrong,

But to no avail, I'm lost without you. I'm drowning with no air.

I'm falling even deeper than before,

And now, remorseful as I am, I'm running.

Not towards, but away. 

away from you, away from everyone, away from this city.

I silently pray that this story will be a dream; 

A dream that will come to an end, 

A dream that needs to be erased and forgotten,

A dream will always remain as one.

It is then that I will stop running and live again.  

HEY! 

how bout becoming a journalist? not too bad, eh? (: 

nah. I JOKE. ;P

ANYWAY,

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE, EVERYONE!

EXCITED??! (:

WELL,HAVE A JOLLY MOLLY WOLLY CHRISTMAS! 

hmm. what is CHRISTMAS to you? 

 

ENJOY! 

XOXO, 

mell.  

tis' the season to be jolly, 

fa la la la la la la la la.