A different perspective.

There's always a light in every darkness.

Quote daddy, "its not the end of the world."

it happened for a reason.

be it good or bad,

let go. move on. start over.

its never too late.

Tearless grief bleeds inwardly.

Dance was AWESOME!

however,that incident this afternoon was HORRIBLE!

t'was horrifying. and, just bloody scary! dammit.

I broke a mirror.

7 years of bad luck?

Wounded.

No matter how quickly the wound heals,

it will never look as perfect.

No matter how hard we try,

it will never be whole like before.

picking up the pieces,

only to find them hurting even more.

Broken promises.

disappointed.

parents will never learn to keep to their words.

they never will.

She glances at the photo, and the pilot light of memory flickers in her eyes.

Happy MOOOOOOO MOOOOOO Year! :D

HAve a GREATTT and Prosperous CNY ya?

and, NOT to forget to appreciate the numerous red packets we're getting.. :D

i can't wait,myself. :)

Enjoy every bit of CNY, have fun, and run WILD. *woots?!*

its 6 a.m. in the morning now.

i'm only 6 hours late from wishing,btw! :P

love,

mell.

Halt!

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TWILIGHT!

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this is hillarious!

An endless road,it just doesn't stop there.

BOO! :S

CNY preps are KILLING me!

pffft.

1) printed out hundreds of notes from BB7.
lecturers are crazy.
they uploaded hell lot of notes and expect us students to print all of em' out.
pfffft.
2) cut like a gazillion long beans into smaller pieces with the help of a freakingly short knife.
its for tonights dinner.
some oily-fried-long beans-mixed with-carrots-flour-and-meat thingy. -.-
yes, it was that pathetic. or prolly worse.
3) Drew more than 10 tables using Words, just to slot those important dates, i.e ; exams,assignments,tests and what not.
i'm very much an organized person kay! heh. ;)
4) Have got heaps and piles of homework and assignments sitting on my desk. untouched.
what does that mean?
yes, exactly.
wave goodbye to the CNY hols. all down the big,fat,wide drain! dammit!
5) and,its time to Welcome those sleepless nights into ze' life once again..
6) Say hello to the endless flow of coffee once more!

xoxo,

Mell.

ruined.

Its never too late.

will update soon-ish! :)

its been too long.

Research.

"should gender selection of babies using science and technology be allowed?"

should it? is it rational to do so?

assignments and tutorial exercises kills.

boo! :S

mell.

Shades of purple.

A Purplish Day!

Purple..

Wasn't my best colour.

It wasn't all that beautiful to me before compared to the other colours.

perhaps,it was a pretty sweet colour, but, it just wasn't eye catching enough to capture my attention.

but, guess what?

as i was indulging myself in those round,soft purple grapes and sweet potatoes this evening,

suddenly, it struck me hard.

subconciously, I was staring back at its beauty.

oh boy! i never knew purple could be that beautiful.

there i was, stunned by how it out shined the other colours for the very first time,

how it brought out its own beauty, how it carried itself.

how capable it was to capture the hearts of its audience.

its awesome,really.

isn't life a lil' similar?

the things we once dislike or hated soo much,

can be something we would love even more in time to come.

many times, we often take things for granted,

always looking at what's on the surface,

and not deep within.

it is then, we start to regret.

we break into tears, we blame on others,

but, isn't it just too late to look back and regret for what had been done?

different from others. it's so different.

captivated by you.

mell.

Smile from within.

owh come on!

its MONDAY! boo! :S

Monday blues. :S

But, guess what it was that brought a smile to my face? ;D

a hottie!

*beams*

Yong hui and I were making our way to the ladies,

then, "He" was walking towards us.

And, we went tomato red. :P *blush blush*

we totally stalked him all the way. hee.

that,seriously made my day. *woots!* :D

xoxo,

mell.

Never miss a thing.

I'm a happy girl! :D

btw, i nearly crash a car today. :S

xoxo,

mell.

i keep searching,only to find every dream that i follow is dying.

i just can't decide.

boo!

i need a focus question,

like,NOW! :S

dammit!

mell.

Like the mellow rays of the departing sun, it falls tenderly, yet sadly, on the heart.

realising that the week passes so damn fast is freaking the life out of me.

no, I'm serious.

Its killing me,silently.

Monday seemed like it was just yesterday,

and, in a blink of an eye, its Friday already.

Everything seems to be fast-forwarding itself.

there's just so much to do, but so little time.

looking back,

i recalled myself complaining and ranting about how slowly time pass by,

how i wanted to grow up so quickly, how badly i wanted to get out of high school, how desperately i wanted to get into college and so forth.

Why doesn't this feel like it's a dream come true to me?

oh boy! I'm not regretting ,am I?

I'm missing almost everything.

perhaps I wasn't ready for the "goodbyes".

i wasn't ready to step out of my comfort zone.

i just wasn't.

I miss the very first day i stepped foot into school.

I miss the day i fell right into the narrow drain while walking to the school canteen,

I miss the day when i first met my awesome babes.

I miss the time when i fell and broke my front tooth.

I miss the time when my friends and I used to have silly fights.

I miss the mix feelings i had when i first entered into high school.

I miss the joy and anxiety when i had to make new friends all over again.

I miss the times when we would gather together,laughing at the silliest things among ourselves.

I miss those times when we would always be there for each other.

I miss those funny, crazy, extraordinary, interesting times I had with my babes.

I miss all the phone calls and text messages i used to get from my babes.

I'm just missing so much of the old things that sometimes, i would sit and wonder,

"will there be a time when life decides to slow down and rewind itself? is there a possibility?"

stupid thoughts,i know.

but the fact that,

I'll never be able to go through those precious moments once again,hurts me.

I'll never be sixteen again.

No! don't get me wrong now.

I'm not saying that i don't fancy college.

I've got awesome friends, classmates and lecturers.

But, whoever said it was easy to leave those moments behind and live with the present life?

moving on is hard, letting go is worse.

wishing for a miracle.

kisses,

mell.

Cold and out of breath.

I'm running, but when will i ever see the light again?

class lunch was great.

i had an awesome time getting to know ya'll better!

:)

truly yours,

mell.

moving on,letting go.

that's just the way it should be,no?

Caramels are only a fad. Chocolate is a permanent thing.

had hershey's today. :)

sinful temptation.. hee.

Yong Hui was sending her kisses (Hershey's) to almost everyone in class,

while Cheryl and I were catching every kisses of hers! haa..

i kid.. i kid! hee..

had strawberry flavoured ROCKY in class tooo..

its smacking awesome!

i love my classmates la. ;)

*melts*

i encountered a pretty minor sugar rush today in class. boo!

blame those sinful chocs. :S

went crazeee/hyper for a lil' while...

muttering words that didn't make sense.

and,Cheryl was being the jovial,bubbly one, laughing uncontrollably,

while Yong Hui was sitting at her corner, being the 'quiet and innocent' lil' girl that she is. ;P

P.s: stress on the inverted commas please!

oops!

now, they know the crazy side of me.

there's more to come!

*evil grin*

loves,

mell.

watch em' fade.

Blinded by your smile.

your smile is contagious.

leave with a smile, will you?

sincerely,

mell.

Little by little, one walks far.

we've come this far only to realised it was all a mistake.

let your joy scream across the pain.

with much love,

mell.

Even too much sunshine can be devastating..

Note: this will not be the end. :/

u are comforting.

cuddle me.

spilled by,

mell.

stress alert. boo! :'(

Painting pictures in the sky.

current obsession ~ taylor swift ; white horse.

after editting a lil' here and there, my fonts are BACK,baby!

and, did you know?!

BLACK is the NEW PINK,yo. :P

hence, the black background. heh. ;D

i'm an emo girl. ;)

sue me.

loveee,

mell.

Simple and sweet.

a brief summary on the first week of college..

u want that?

so,

orientation on Monday.

making friends on Tuesday.

meeting lecturers on Wednesday.

proper learning on Thursday.

getting comfortable on Friday.

hee.. yes! that was it..

an EXTREMELY, SUPERBLY brief summary for the week. heh.

and, 3 things i realised as i ushered myself into the year 2009..

1. I'm OLD! pffft.

2. I stopped posting long posts like i used to last year. too long-winded i suppose.

3. i FEEL old. boo!

anyway,

i don't know if its some kind of tradition,rule or whatnot.

but,somehow, in college, i realised everyone (including our lecturers) adores Fridays.

D'oh! its the last day of the week la, c'mon!..

and, the weekend seems very welcoming ALL THE TIME. :)

what really caught my attention was, ALL our lecturers never fail to utter a short, simple "HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND" before dismissing us today.

I find that seriously heartwarming, don't you?

we're treated more like their friends than their fellow students.

that is very comforting,no?

in a way, i feel respected.

i think this habit should be put into practice by all teachers, not only in colleges but also in schools.

why don't I recall our high school teachers doing so?

do you?

no?

hee. ;)

HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND, YA'LL!!! :)

sincerely by,

mell.

i want the memories to stay.

As tears rolled down her cheeks.....

why do i feel insecure around you?

Because things are the way they are,things will not stay the way they are.

begone are those days of needing to sit in the oh-so-HOT-and-STUFFY classrooms, with only spinning fans, dirt-filled floors,dusty chalkboards,filthy windows and what not.

here comes, college!

AND,air-conditioned classrooms are the BOMB man. superbly awesome. ;D

i LOVE. hah!

so,how was your day? good? bad? =D

mine was pretty good.

managed to get those college books. make new friends. bumped into my babes. laugh around.

yadayadayada...

seriously,its getting better with each passing day..

ooooohh.. i do not have to ask for more,really.

heh. college isn't that bad after all.. right?

RIGHT!

I'm dead beat yo!

gonna crash soon.

sincerely,

mell.

Life goes on.

howwwdyy! ( :

OK. so, I'm gonna make this a quick one.

and,to cut the long story REALLY short..

2ND day in college was surprisingly a GAZILLION times BETTER than the first..

people seems to be friendlier and perhaps a lil' more sociable?

haa!

we (yong hui,cheryl and I) were surprise that our classmates actually SPEAK?

hee.

i believe, we're all gonna be a noisy bunch.

takes time to open up,thats all. ;)

definitely a good start, i may say.. ;)

all in all, i can say, today was definitely better than the first!

there's a long journey ahead of us,

and yeah!

life goes on... and on.. and on.. pfft. : )

good nights.

lurve,

mell.

college life is an expensive phase of life, no?

College was.......

OK, i guess.

people? not very friendly..
lecturers? uh. haven't really met them in person..
mentor? some Cina guy, my soon-to-be physics lecturer AND class teacher. =S
Extra curricular activities? awesome,really. from dance club to swimming club to dodge ball and many more. :)
Classmates? er. not so friendly, ain't hyper, have cliques of their own.. yes, I'm lonely!:( hahaxD
Guys? :P not bad not bad. got some friggin' hawt ones. :D
Facilities? uh.. a 6 out of 10? is that good or bad? u rate. ; )
Classrooms? small, cold, bright, blue room. hee. ;)
Library? uh. tiny? =D

once again, I'm a college girl already!

ughh.. that's fast isn't it?.. :/

man, i don't wanna start all over again!

with the introducing, making friends, waking up at 6 routine!

dammit.. :(

sincerely,

mell.

oh boy, time flies.

its YOUR birthday, mischievous kiddo! ;)

my my! look at how much you've grown. :/

damn! its obvious I'm getting OLD. boo.

"We've shared so much laughter, so many tears. We're a spiritual bond that grows stronger each year. We're not sisters by birth, but we knew from the start, something put us together to be sisters by heart."

Huns,

BLESSED 18Th BIRTHDAY!

hope u had a BLAST! ;)

and, hope u enjoyed the lunch we had today! i know i did!

hee. :D

oh boy!I'm missing those times when we were younger, like when we were 9?

those were GREAT times.

and yes, thank you so much for being an awesome blessing,really!

"I'm a lil' nervous for college.."

no, i joke! :/

its bloody nerve-wrecking!

*hyperventilates*

all the best,you guys! :)

lotsa lurve,hugs and kisses,

mell.

A ruffled mind makes a restless pillow..

i'm trying to get some sleep, but i'm failing miserably.

"Is something bothering me?"

nothing is,really.

must be the late nights i've been having lately.

oh boy! Ze' eyebags! :/

So, I'll be a college girl in 2 days! ;D

awesome,no?

okay. i know, this is an understatement,

but goodness..

i'm feeling OLD already! :(

sing me to sleep.

yours truly,

mell.

Cherish all your moments; they make a fine cushion for old age

Three different places,

with different people and atmosphere on NYE. :)

im a happy girl! :D

the BEST night i've ever had so far.

and, the MOST MEMORABLE New Year I've had in my entire life!

NYE dinner at TGIF.

after watchnight service in church.

hartamas! hee. :)

dorie.myself.tanya.ariel.

My fav pic among all.. :)

haven't had such wonderful time with the girls in centuries!

hee. :)

yup.

it was indeed a great ending, and will be a BETTER beginning of the year,i believe.
BUT, of course, I'll NEVER forget to remember the awesome memories I've had in the Year 2008,be it good or bad.

Well, as I ushered myself towards the Year 2009,

I realised, this will be the year of separations and break ups from those that have walked with me throughout my high school years.

One by one, we are all going our separate ways, walking away from the usual route, taking a step further to pursue our future and dreams.

BUT, take heart! I believe, there will be a time when we'll bump into one another, looking back,laughing at those moments we used to spend together! hee. :)

Last but definitely not the least, I just wanna extend a heart full of gratitude to people that have been with me all this while.

thank you so much,really!

and, yes sweeties.

a new blog. a new beginning. a fresh start! all over again! :)

with much love,

mell.

There is nothing like dreams to create the future..

BLESSED NEW YEAR!

Seasons pass, time flies, friendships dwindle,relationships fade,memories remain..

No doubt, the year 2008 has its own ups and downs.

as for me, i definitely had more downs than ups then.

BUT, i believe, with strong determination and perseverance,

you and I are capable to make a betterment in the Year 2009.

Its time to move on,let go and break free from the past,

focus on the present and the unpredictable future ahead of us!

Lets ALL strive to make the year a more PRODUCTIVEand an AWESOME one! :)