Falling apart.

No matter how hard you've tried,

and how much effort you've put in,

somethings will never change.

and, that's the fact.

Is there any hope left in this world?

Awakened Dreams. .

Those were the days...

Good ol' times, indeed.

Last Saturday, Mum and I decided to have a drink at Yippee Cup (the one located in One U).

We walked all the way to where it used to be, only to find a Vegetarian restaurant staring right back at us.

Looking at the newly renovated restaurant, brought back thousand and one memories, all running through my mind within a split second.

I could not believe my eyes. Yippee Cup is gone?

I mean... its not there, where it used to be anymore..

Is this a sign? A bad one? An unfortunate one?

All the memories I've had there, will it be gone too?!

I remember how we (especially Ping and I) used to drop by, and have our favourite bubble teas, the signature ham and cheese toast.

and, those fried sausages?

Paradise.

And, the time when Tanita and a few of us decided to try pressing the service buttons provided on our table,

oh boy! I still remember how the manager stared at us, and gave us a very stern look indeed. (:

ahhh. those rebellious days! i miss! :/

and also, how we used to play poker with the cards provided there..

Not forgetting how Tania and I loved browsing through the magazines displayed at the rack, although they were all so backdated already.

and and, I've always loved the atmosphere there, how it was divided into two sections ; non-smoking and smoking.

The lightings were not so bright, yet not so dim.

it was just nice. perfect.

It was like home, to me. (:

argh. I miss Yippee cup and everything in it!

I miss having difficulties sucking those black jelly pearls out of that big fat straw!

BOO! :'(

geez.. Indeed, Life's UNFAIR!

Those memories we once had, are slowly fading.

How much more can we contain? How much more can remain?

DARN IT!

i miss doing Sudoku with the ex-classmates too!

On a lighter note,

I'm craving for more Oysters from Shogun. (:

Its not the end yet,

there is still time ,

you'll be fine,my dear.

Words will never be enough...

Most of the time,

I would find myself thinking,

Have I done anything for you?

For all the things you've been giving and doing,

Did I ever thank you?

and, I would constantly recall of the times,

When I was down,

you picked me up, held my hand to your heart,

and told me, "Everything will be okay,hunny."

When I was in tears, looking for a place to hide,

you would be there, arms open wide, ready to embrace me,

willing to share and take in the pain I've been feeling.

Even when I caused hurt and pain in your heart,

you would hide it all, and smile your way through,

In fact, I was always the one, throwing tantrums for no valid reason,

shouting words as sharp as a double edged sword,

piercing right through your heart,

But, you would still smile.

How much more can you give when you've given me your all?

I've taken in so much, but have I really given you anything?

No.

I know, I have been so selfish all this while,

putting everything and everyone else above you,

constantly taking the love you've showered me with for granted,

But, in return, You've never forsaken or failed us in any way.

Instead, you've always placed us as your first. forever and always.

No words can ever describe how grateful I am,

To have someone so perfect, like you.

Someone so patient,kind and loving,

Someone who will give up just about everything to make me happy,

Someone who will still love me, despite my never ending flaws.

I'll learn to be better, I'll improve.

This, I promise you.

I love you,mum.

with all my heart. C:

Thank you mum, for all the laughter, sadness, dreams and secrets we've shared.

I can never think of anybody else who will ever be able to replace you in my heart, ever.

Happy Birthday! (:

As a child you walked before me,

To lead by example.

As a teenager you walked behind me,

Looking out for my back and being there when I needed you
As an adult you walked beside me

So that, as two friends, we can enjoy life together..

ILY, forever and always.

Thank you for the sacrifices you've made.

thank you, really.

You used to shine so bright, but I watched all of it fade..

Chemistry tomorrow. ;)

and, it'll be over for the week.

DE-STRESS!

Boo yeah! :D :D

Attention to ALL TAYLORIANS and NON-TAYLORIANS,

Taylors Dance Club proudly present you our upcoming event, Dance Fest.

Friday, 24/4

7-10:30/11pm

Taylors University College,Main Campus

MPH (C floor) Cafeteria..

RM 10/=

(Hurry! Get your tickets ASAP! Selling fast like hot,yummy-licious cupcakes!)

Bring your friends, and feel free to rock the dance floor together!

Hope to see you guys there.. (:

* click click*

Don't walk away like you always do,this time.

Please just don't die on me now..

you hear me?

I'll be strong, I'll be wrong,

oh, but life goes on,

I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world.

Almost there..

a busy week ahead. *sighs*

i just can't wait to be over with this. seriously.

On a random note,

I'm beginning to like the sound of raindrops. (:

its pouring.

"Oh! LoOk what caught my attention..."

A pretty interesting article from The Star,indeed.. (:

Confessions of a shopaholic daughter

"DEAR mom and dad, I have a confession.

I haven't exactly been the greatest kid a parent could ask for and i feel that (by publishing this in the papers) is one way to redeem myself.

I have a problem. A serious problem and I do not know how else to deal with it.

I am a SHOPAHOLIC.

I admit I spent your hard-earned money on things I barely need. I admit that I have to buy at least one item from a store before leaving. I admit that when I feel upset, a 'little' shopping spree is all it takes to put me back in a jolly good mood.

I know there are people with far worst addictions, so what is mine in comparison?

Nothing, right?

........................No, not that shopping is bad for your bank account.

More like good parents (thrifty ones in this case) do not always produce good children.

.......One thing was never enough. Regardless of how perennially stylish a black-coloured top was, I'd always end up wanting more.

One handbag in a staple colour was not enough either.

I needed a dozen bags in a dozen colours to suit each and every one of my outfits. "

-extracted from : Starmag, SM 19, Heart and Soul,

Sunday 19 April 2009.-

Doesn't this sounds a tad bit familiar?

and, she concluded with this last sentence,

"Sometimes when I am envious of my friends who shop off their parents' credit cards with no limits at all,

i would tell myself this - money is not easily obtained. You have to work for it and only then will you appreciate its value. "

awwww.

definitely something to learn from,yes? (:

ahhh..

I finally had my mocha frapp.

satisfaction. (:

Numb.

I can barely remember the last time I had a proper 'me' time.

I miss having A LIFE.

Cravings.

A sip of Starbucks Mocha frapp..

A taste of rum chocs..

A bite of choco chip cookie..

A slice of tiramisu..

and, nothing beats...

the ever famous chocolate fondue..

CRIPES.

what am i doing here?!

I wanna be faithful

But I can't keep my hands out the cookie jar

My hands, my hands, my uh my hands

Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my

Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my

Can't keep my hands, my hands

my hands out the cookie jar.

How long more?

It is never too late to become what you might have been. (George Eliot)

just this once, i promise.

Reality.

Just a lil' something to share. (:

found em' on the internet awhile ago.

they really mean something. (:

a wake up call.

A marathon?

time management.

What was i thinking,seriously?

I took a wrong turn.

i'm sorry.

"The Easter Story"..

Awesome moments..

Roland.

Angels and Satan.

Aaron Sarma is scary,i tell you.

Angels.

Kenson, waterboy, lisa, tania and I.

half of the girl dancers.

Julieee! My dance partner in crimee..

Jasmine(orange), Rebecca (light blue), Lisa(dark purple), Cheryl (green)

We just love the camera,don't we?

Fly, angels, fly.

us.

Ashleeeeyyy!

Aaron Sarma's lil' devils.

Paul, Crystal(centre), Wei Chin.

yes. she can split!

Lisa..

i miss your booty walk! LOL.

Yin Mun.

(:

will upload the others soon-ish.

toodles.

I miss the people and the stadium.. :(

"Cause I made a stupid mistake...."

Clumsy fingers.

I broke yet another chem apparatus.

I like it that way..

I wish time would just stop right here.

Right where I want it to be.

*edit* i'm the one in light purple,by the way. :P

it is times like these,that i treasure most.

and, on the 3rd day...

"He is Risen."

Let all heaven Rejoice!

Have a greeeat Easter Morning.. (:

Like, Finally...

I adopted a new gadget! (:

a Lappie of my own..

Got it in black..

i like, i like! (:

Thanks mummy and daddy!

*Big hugs*

stop procrastinating, woman!

Arise my love..

Hey peeps!

As you all know, yesterday was Good Friday..

I know I'm a little late in promoting this,

but, if you happen to be available this weekend,

or, perhaps, you might be a lil' clueless on what Easter is all about,

feel free to drop by at Putra Stadium,Bukit Jalil for an Easter Production brought to you by Calvary Church. (:

Saturday and Sunday night, 8pm

Free admission.

oh, and there will be a Sunday morning Easter service too!

so, what are you waiting for?

Come and be blessed!

See you there! ;)

Snippets to "The Easter Story"

such a pretty sight, yes? C:

i'm just a little too not over you.

"Take that horrible creature away from me!"

Apart from the sound of my fingers resting on the keyboard,

the atmosphere was rather quiet,

I've always had the tendency to look around while working,

and, as I was doing so this time, I heard a faint buzz,

"Could it be the spinning fan?" I thought to myself.

but no, at the corner of my eye,

I saw something, an orangey brownish creature,

approaching the windows of my room.

closer and closer it got....

I stepped back in horror. afraid.

To my dismay, It had wings as long as my fingers, and, it was making those scary buzzing noises I heard awhile ago.

at first glance, i thought it was an orange dragonfly,

after all, dragonflies are orange, and have wings, no?

But, no. it wasn't a dragonfly.

It was a flying cockroach.

Eeeekk.

yes, a cockraoch.

and, a FLYING one. :/

I HATE cockroaches. ugh.

by the way, it flew over my head.

*shudders*