Hit and Run.

Hey there! :)
missed me?

Sorry I haven't been updating.
connection's been really laggy.
so, college is re-opening tomorrow,
and, I sure am dreading every second of going back there.
Happy times just flies by real fast, no? Sighs.
anyways, no proper update this time,
blogger and maxis are being extremely annoying.
I have absolutely no idea why they're being so inefficient, especially during the HOLIDAYS.
pfffft. such a turnoff.
oh well.. bear with me for the time being, alright?
heh. :)


Hrmmm. Nothing spectacular happened for the week, I would say.
Just a few catch up sessions and whatnot that I personally enjoyed very very much.
So, I've Been out for a class reunion over at Pyramid on Tuesday,
and, had a threesome hangout in MidV with em' babes too. (:
Dropped by Tanya's condo for a short girlie gossip session after that. ;)
Yum cha session with maine,dudu and Henry on Wed.
Shopping with daddy on Thursday, and OUG night market right after.
Movie/drama/TV series marathon on Friday.
Caught The Ugly Truth with Y.hui and Arthur in OU yesterday morning,
Post birthday dinner celebration at Hilton Hotel for the elder brother at night.
Pigged out today. :P

I guess that pretty much sums up the whole entire agenda for the past 7 days or so.


Not many shots taken for the week. :(
but, oh well..





don't we just love chilling out, and have our lil' chats? :)



threesome. (:




I personally like this pic. (:
was getting ready for the birthday dinner celebration.




I've got a bad feeling about tomorrow. :'(
oh, what a bummer.

Another year older..

Wishing you a very blessed birthday, big brother!

love,
your younger sis. (:

SCREAM with me.

BLURRY..

Hey there hot stuffs. (:
How's everyone enjoying their hols so far?
Sorry I've been MIA for 3 days or so,
the connection was being REALLY annoying. ppfffft.
Fortunately, all is well now. (:

So,Just recently, I've been browsing through a few sites that really took my breath away.
The photog skills, gorgeous models,objects and breathtaking backgrounds are awesome,
and not to forget some fashion pieces that are pretty eye catching too. (:
Well, I'm so caught up now that I can spend a MINIMAL of 2 hours just looking at the pictures taken and featured. They're really beautiful.
I admire how these people develop such great skills, capturing every minute details possible.
Ahhhh. Photography.
Something that I would like to venture into, in time to come.

So, here are a few of my personal favorites that I managed to get off the site before the connections starts to breakdown. (:























RAWWWWR!
*hyperventilates*
I still can't get over my leopard obsession.
they're simply gorgeous. (:





















heh.
Can't resist uploading these great fashion pieces FIRST, (:
Promise I'll upload the other NON-FASHION pictures tomorrow, or soon!

till then.

P.S : SELAMAT HARI RAYA, to those celebrating raya. ;)

Just a quick one before I hit the sack.. (:

Hey loves.
So, guess what?!
TRIALS officially ended for me today!
YAY??
Well, More on that another day. :)

Hope I didn't scare you there. :(

SLEEPLESS NIGHTS + EXCESS COFFEE CONSUMPTION
+ POPPING ZITS + EYE BAGS +
STRESS = BAD PICTURE DAY!

Hrmmm..
I've got so much to share,
where shall I begin? ;)

Anyways, That can wait till later.
Need to recuperate before moving on to massive updates,
and energy-consuming activities.

Off to bed at 5:14 p.m.
This is yet another irregular body clock system that I'm inhabiting.
Booo! :/

oh well,
Good day folks.

Better in time.

Sceptical.

Just not today.

As always,

I feel CRAPPY.

A Recurrent Routine.

Today's date.

09.09.09

Stumbling over and over again.

When reality knocks you down..

Just this afternoon, my brother and I were taking the usual route back home from college.
To my dismay, I witnessed a dying dog at the toll just a few minutes away from home, which I believe had been ran over countless times!
In fact, the brown, furry, motionless creature was dead.
Lying along the road, flattened with fractured bones and blood-filled body flooding a portion of the road.
It was a horrifying scene,indeed.

My Brother whizzed by the dead corpse within a split second, while I continue to look on helplessly, until I could see no more.
I watched in silence and horror at the corner of my eye, unable to bear the hideous after-death appearance of the breathless dog.
I was all weak in side, and had silently wished that God would just resurrect the creature.
But, I knew that was never going to happen.

A few things struck me real hard on the head as I rest my heavy head on the pillow upon reaching home.
Life's unfair not only to humans, but animals too.
And, that had become a known reality today.
People have long forgotten the importance of life and relationships,
Unfortunately, we have been drowned by nightmares like these with each passing day.
We, humans have become warm-blooded creatures that are inhumane,heartless,immoral,emotionless and psychotic.
It's really sad to know that the world isn't how it used to be anymore,
so does the people who revolves around it.
and, that's the disappointing truth of reality.

As I close my eyes, and allow my heavy lids to rest,
the death of the stray dog will never leave my mind to rest, ever..

R.I.P, brownie doggie.

I've always been a lil' too Detached with the world.
It's all becoming too superficial now.

One moment, you're basking out in the sun and the next, you'll be shattered on the rocks.

There comes a time when every life goes off course.
In this desperate moment, you must choose your direction.
Will you fight to stay on the path? Will others tell you who you are?
Or will you label yourself? Will you be haunted by your choice?
Or will you embrace your new path?
Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up.

What’s worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should have healed years ago and never did?
Maybe our old wounds teach us something.
They remind us where we’ve been and what we’ve overcome.
They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future.
That’s what we like to think. But that’s not the way it is, is it?
Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again.

As we grow,
it becomes difficult to just believe,
it's not that we don't want to,
but too much has happened, and we just can't.

Silent night.

The past weeks haven't been all that great.
I would find myself drowning in my own world,
With pictures and albums in hands,
Just reminiscing of the past and dreading the present times.
I could clearly remember just how much I've enjoyed being who I was years ago.
Naive. Crazy. Talkative. Laughter. Silliness. that was a part of me.
But, not today, not tomorrow, not anymore.
I knew changes were inevitable, and now I'm molded to be who I am today,
Causing a great deal of difficulties and embarrassment towards people I love, for wanting to be me.
Being narcissistic was the devil behind all of these bruises and scars,
and now, I might just go breaking their heart again.
Feeling utterly remorseful for the broken promises and constant disappointments I've made.

Time and again, I thought I've truly find myself again,
but to great despair, that overwhelming joy was never here to stay.
I hate that this keeps coming back to me.
I hate that this never ending circle is killing every part of me.

Dear God,
I will uphold and trust,
because with You,
I know all things are possible.
and, with this, I commit and believe.

An Addiction.

Dreams like these will never last.

It is what it is.

Back then, things seems to be less complicated and more convincing.
Maybe,these are just excuses to run away from reality,
just like what I've been doing everyday for the past months,
or perhaps, I'm just too tired of falling off the edge countless times,
Somehow, I would still want to believe there's still some magic left in this world,
but, if magicians are liars, then how real is magic?

Just, how much more difficult can life get?

Upside down. Downside up. Inside out. Outside in.

Such a beauty. (:

You repeated those sentences a thousand times. But, all of them were lies.

Indeed,it is.

How much more pain does it take to for you to realize,

that you've been repeating the same mistake over and over again?

will you ever learn from all the bruises and scars?

Pick yourself up, and start over.