Walking away.

“ I learned that things don’t always turn out the way you planned, or the way you think they should. And I’ve learned that there are things that go wrong that don’t always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I’ve learned that some broken things stay broken, and I’ve learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you.
- Jennifer Weiner-

Glancing through that broken window,

Subconsciously,I ran my fingers through the shattered pieces,

I could feel my heart racing faster than before,

At that point in time, everything just stood still.

Slowly yet silently,

Strings of memories flooded the mind, one after another.

Bringing in both bitter and sweet moments.

those nasty, obsessive, traumatizing nightmares were vague, undefined, blur.

Engraving only beautiful, blissful moments deep within the heart.

and the rest, I believe, was history.

Little by little,

the mind develops,

Things thought to be impossible was made possible,

Rebellion was a form of nature to many,

Curiosity was a necessity,

Learning to love and be loved was perhaps the greatest, most important lessons in life,

However, The misery and hurt that erupts from a broken relationship would be an even greater lesson to bear.

Through it all,

The heart and mind matures,

People grow out of their own Lil' comfy shell,

they break free,

they learn from mistakes that not many can experience,

they shake off the grudges held within the heart for decades,

they learn to smile, when things doesn't seem right,

they laugh it off when things are always wrong,

they press on even when their presence are no longer appreciated and acknowledged,

they let go , when they're tired of holding on any longer,

they walk away when the heart calls for it.

So, this is it.

A breakthrough in an ordinary girl's life.

A decision made.

and, there will be no turning back.

*inhales*

this is an overwhelming feeling. (: