When dreams come true... :)

youth camp o8'.

Easter o9'.

Congratulations hunny!! :D [ps: i just had to. ;) ]

omg. I'm sooo proud of you laaaaaaaa! :) :)

Hand in hand, we've walked through this friendship together.

I can never thank you enough for being such a GREAT BLESSING to me.

and now, I'm handing you over with no doubts, because this time, I know you're in safe hands. :)

gee. this sounds so cheesy..

but, I just want you to know,

I'll still be here for you whenever you need me and will be supporting you in every way that I can.

always wishing the best for you,dearest! :)

lastly, I'm really HAPPY for u! ;)

heh.

ENJOY!

lotsa lurve.

I wish you all the happiness in the world,huns.

and just you remember that I wanna see that smile of yours,

plastered on your face everytime I see you. :)

so, START SMILING! :D

18 and Legal..

Happy 18th Birthday, Nav! :)

Blessed 18th, Grandma Chee! :D

i miss talking to you laaaaaaa!! :/

now, no one calls me aunty anymore. :(

catch up and hang out soon kays??! (:

All over again..

It was just a dream when I caught a glimpse of you.

a dream that'll never come true.

It's YOUR birthday!

Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born. -Anais Nin-

Blessed 18th Birthday, Choa Rong! :)

It takes a miracle to hold the stars in place.

What happens when you leave a teenage girl that is dying of boredom, all by herself with a camera in hand?

THIS happens.

omg. what was I thinking?

I hate the eyebags! :'(

and now, a LALA picture of me. :P

Do I look like one now, Hui?! (x
A success,perhaps? heh. :)

Had fun catching up with you yesterday, penguin! :)

Can't wait for Monday to come! *smiles*

and, it takes a miracle to hang the world in space.

Say it isn't so, tell me you're not leaving.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

I miss you.

Sweet misery.

GREAT.

MY BODY CLOCK IS BROKEN!

arghhh..

everything's a MESS,right now!

i need to readjust my sleeping time before my hols are ruined. :(

this feels soo crappy!

Its like, The whole freaking world (okay maybe not the whole world, but you get what I mean...) is perhaps in their soft, comfy BED, snoring soundly and perhaps having the BEST dreams of their live (or not..) ..

and, guess what?

I'm up, at an ungodly hour... BLOGGING.

gee. BLAME the EXAMS. BOO! :'(

and you know, I intended to go an a STROYBOOKS marathon yesterday (its been TOO LONG!),

but heck! My attempt failed miserably, and who would've guessed?

i was fast asleep at 7 pm,yesterday!

yes. i repeat myself.

7.oo PM, yesterday night. EVENING, I mean. arghhhh..

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?

when everyone is up and alive, hitting the clubs in the city, doing some major catching up on movies and whatnot, I was FREAKING ASLEEP!

argh! *pouts*

I'm gonna miss out SOOOOOOO MUCH if i don't do something about this, no?! :'(

I miss those MAMAK moments, and the i-see-the-stars-and-moon moments too.

why do you have to go and torture yourself, MELL?

pfffffffttt..

yes, go ahead and ramble about it. like it would help. :'(

oh boy.

and now, I'm starting to mumble to myself.

freakkyyy much.

ARGH!

oh.. look what I just found online..

How to reset your Body Clock?

Step1: Wake up at your regular time.

My problem? I don't even have a REGULAR TIME to follow anymore. :(

step 2: Get as much light as possible.

Elaboration: When you wake up at the right time, you should get as much bright light as you can. This tells your body that it’s time to wake up. A sensor in your eye tells your brain that it's already daylight, and this resets your biological clock.

heh. this might work for me. (:

sounds good, sounds good.

Step 3: Let caffeine and naps work hand in hand.

Elaboration: If you’ve messed up your body clock and feel sleepy in the middle of your workday, drinking coffee and taking a nap may help. According to Dr. Mark Rosekind of Alertness Solutions, drinking a cup of coffee before a short nap (less than 45 minutes) can help you wake up much faster.

My problem ? I'm sick of coffee. and, my short naps are not even close to 45 minutes! :/

hrmmm. looks like I'm left with step 2,no?

Let's just hope this will work. *cross fingers*

ahhhh.. it feels soo good letting out the frustration and anger here.

Now, imma try going back to sleep again :)

nights! (:

is this goodbye for me and you?

So paint me in your sunshine, walk with me and stay by my side.

Resolution for the Holidays?

LOSE those F.A.T.S!

I want to lose em'.

In fact, I NEED to LOSE em'!

BUT..

i need some motivation here. :(

help?!

I'm gonna miss you.

oh yes, I will.

Baby, I know I ain't dreaming this time..

*pinch me, pleaseeee!*

*hyperventilates*

*squeals*

EXAMS ARE SOOO OVER,BAYBEH!

*wide smiles*

As I was penning down my last few sentences for the Chem paper,

thoughts and memories, sweet ones came rushing in, like an overflowing river.

bits and pieces of them slowly fitting themselves into a picture of a million words.

ahhh.. "just like old times, eh?" I thought to myself.

These memories were literally disrupting my thoughts,

"Ahh..Remember how it was like during the last day of SPM?"

oh boy. yes I do.

I remember being all spiced up, and ready for THE BIG DAY. the long awaited one.

the anxiety and the joy that words can never comprehend,

the feeling was overwhelming.

I knew I was READY FOR IT.

I just wanted to BE DONE and GET OVER with it,once and for all.

and, hey! I did! :)

Well, it feels the same today too.

The excitement and the happiness that I can no longer contain.

exams are O.V.E.R. ,people! :D

bleh. I just feel like blabbing my way through.

I feel like SPREADING some HAPPINESS and LOVE,here. :)

But, guess I shall leave the energy for something more productive, yes, yes? :D

like, SHOPPING??! ahhhh.. paradise, baby.

on a random note,

INVIGILATORS ARE A PAIN IN THE ARSE. (P.I.T.A)

a time off from THE UGLAYY SPECS,finally.

I'm happy. (:

Goodbye, Semester 1.

I will not miss you. (:

Miss Specky.

3 days. 72 hours.

ijustcantwait.

Do you feel the same way too?

Destiny.

An endless journey.

a very tiring one, indeed.

strength from within.

Agony.

It was a cold,lonely night when it all happened,

you came at an unexpected hour,

when almost half the world is asleep,

you decided to take away his life.

I never knew you could hurt that much,

not until you hurt my beloved, putting him through hell,

I could feel the heat, running through my body,

my face was turning red, then purple, then red again,

I though you were smart, cunning maybe,

but, I was wrong.

you were perhaps the stupidest thing I've ever encountered in a very long time,

and then, there I was, killing you and every member of your family.

It was a beautiful sight, seeing blood oozing its way through and out of your tiny,minute body.

Does it hurt to watch your beloved ones dying right in front of your very own eyes?

oh wait. in reality, you don't have a heart. my bad. pffft.

your wish, to be with your family members was granted,

seeing you and the others motionless, lying dead with blood-filled bodies, was such a pretty scenario.

boy was I satisfied.

I know, there are still a great amount of you out there, hidden.

Trust me, if ever again I see any of you placing your dirty, stinky foot on my beloved,

you will be living in agony.

That will teach you a lesson to stay off and away from him, you FLEAS! ugh.

That was you, when you were still up and alive.

awww.. look at you..

looking great that way.

DEAD. forever.

and there together with you, your DEAD family members.

He was literally crying in pain!

look at his facial expression. :/

gee. never thought I would do such a thing,

killing fleas?

must be the caffeine. HMPH.

yes. it was definitely the emotions,

and the hormones.

pull yourself together,

buck up!

I'm here, while You are there, on the other side of the world.

Just when things doesn't seem right,

The moon decides to shine a lil' brighter tonight.

is this some kind of joke?

i just wish i was there,

right where you are tonight.

And here I go, making the same mistakes over and over again.

1. Besides ur lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
Do I get to be greedy on this? please? ;)

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
My bed was abandoned since yesterday,6:30 pm.

3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
Tania, Tanya, Dorie, Ping.. er, who else was there during the dinner? yeah. THEM.

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
hrmmm.. your say?

5.will you ever donate blood?
Gee. i have a weak heart. ifaintatthesightofit.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of opposite sex?
Sure did. :)

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Afterall, revenge is sweet, no?
hee. I kid, i kid. (:
I'm not that evil laaa.


8. What does your last text message say?
"Gee. you fell asleep AGAIN? sighs."

9. What are you thinking right now?
Well, I am capable of thinking about things that doesn't revolve around BOYS. HAHA. *inside joke*

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Of course I do.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
I haven't got into bed yet since last night. Guess there just isn't any specific time. Why don't YOU give me a time? :)

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
heh. But, I'm not wearing a tee.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes.


14. Who was the last person(s) who text you?
Moooo Moooo. i kid you not. I am referring to a COW.

NINE lucky persons to do this quiz:
If you consider yourself fortunate enough, then you might just be the ONE.

Sometimes I wonder,

Have I not fallen hard enough to learn?

So much for concentrating, Mell.

Truth is, I was never strong enough to pick up the broken pieces.

When Reality Sets Back In..

To all mother's:

Blessed Mother's Day!

Hands touch, eyes meet,

sudden silence, sudden heat

hearts leap in a giddy world.

He could be that boy, but I'm not that girl

Don't dream too far, don't lose sight of who you are,

don't remember that rush of joy.

He could be that boy, I'm not that girl

don't wish, don't start,

wishing only wounds the heart,

I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl.

and, the blue skies are just unreachable,

for i know, this will never go far.

I'm just not that girl.

Reading your mind

is a million times tougher

than reading a Biology text book.

We're so close to reaching that famous happy ending..

Hello,hello! (:

how has everybody been so far?
Seems like everything quietened down for a bit,yes? :S

Ahhh.. Well..

Guess I shall shower some updates here, before everything begins to die down AGAIN.. :/

So, Earlier this week, On wednesday..

We finally handed in our ESL Final Report.

yes, i mean..

NO MORE IN-TEXT CITATIONS and OUTLINES.

You've no idea how badly I wanted to get over with it,

except for those carrying the same burden, of course. (:

and, omg!

can you believe it?

we are actually OVER with it now.

after 5 FREAKING LOOOONNNGGG MONTHS!

gee. I'm happy!

at least, no more naggings from HER on this.

Well,

Apart from that,

BOTH my CHIC-lings have finally turned 18 this week,

and, YES! they are both finally legal too! *grins*

the awesome one turned 18 on Thursday, 7th of May. :P

and, CHERYL MAY CHONG SU FAYE is turning 18 today! :D

So,anyways..

as SEMESTER 1 EXAM is just around the corner,

I'm gonna have to go on a short hiatus.

and, abandon this blog for the time being.

TWO weeks!

just, two weeks.. (:

"nerd mode activated"

I like how Fai and Lenna made it sound.

Yours,

Yes,

we were so close to reaching that famous happy ending.

almost believing this one's not pretending

Let's go on dreaming, for we know we are.

so far.

Make it last forever..

So,How did you spend your Sunday afternoon,people?

Well, Hui and I decided go over to KLpac for Prom: The Musical,

it was a VERY last minute thing, indeed.

afterall, Jun Ian ( our dance President) was performing, [SPOT HIM, RIGHT THERE!]

all the more, it gives us a reason to go and show some support,yes?

SO, anyways..

I must say, This is one heck of a musical!

you know, how people usually don't expect much from local performances and all,

but, this musical is AWESOME.

i mean, the casts were good.

and, i am pretty sure that most of them were first timers,

but, they looked like they've been in that line for centuries.

in short, they just look THE part.

Didn't regret one moment of it! :D

and, who would've guessed?

the tickets were selling off at RM 35 only

(ori price : RM60 [adults], RM48 [students]

definitely an unexpected Sunday afternoon!

It doesn't take a genius to read between the lines.

*edit* *edit*

So close - Prom: The Musical.

Keep the faith,baby.

Rise and Shine,people!

So, anyway..

Penang trip!

Pictures, pictures! *snap*

It looks soo pretty from afar. x)

awwww..

look at those cute lil' cars.. (:

ishhh.. just let me be childish for once! ;D

Durians,baby!

its finger-smacking good!

Good stuff.

Penang Lobak..

Fried kuey Teow.. :D :D :D

Asam Laksa's are driving me up the wall.

no. not that I hate em'...

But, seriously, try eating 3 bowls from 3 different shops in 1 freaking day.

and, you'll get what i mean.

Balik Pulau. (BY FAR,THE BEST)

Air Itam.

Penang Road.

ahhh.. i remember this..

Penang-ians were giving me weird stares.

yes. i was "sampat" to the extreme.

I certainly wasn't stalking him,alright?

These are AWESOME, i tell you!

love the jellies. :D

HAH.

Omgomgomg.

pork's intestines porridge.

this is PARADISE.

definitely worth driving all the way there and back. (: (:

Hehe.. yes, we even packed it home.

oh by the way, you can find them in Macalister Road. (:

DAMN!

that kid is taller than me already!

RAWR.

Honestly, I wouldn't mind doing this again.

going all the way to Penang, just to satisfy my taste buds.

dad, mum, when's the next?

oh boy.

College tomorrow!!

*dreads* :(

I can almost see it,

the dream I'm dreaming,

But there's a voice inside my head saying,

"you'll never reach it."